Archive for December, 2008

Despair

I look around me, and I’m in despair.
I glance at each and every corner
I feel so alone.
My wants and dreams for my children
Just one, be not in despair
Yet I see another one of my children
falling thoughts of my deadly despair,
getting nowhere, going nowhere.
This same vicious cycle.
Oh! Lord I must change this hurt that I have [...]

Depression

Depression is a silent forest, blanketed in fog.
It sounds like the monotonous drumming of sleet on a window.
It tastes like bitter black licorice.
It smells like the sterile perfume of a nursing home.
Depression feels like falling into a bottomless black abyss.

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love is death without beath

love is death
death death you made my love
that’s why your called death
love love
you made death
my girlfriends name is beath
that’ why i like you death
beath beath
you made me deaf
and your the one inspiring me beath oh! death

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If a Daughter You Have

If a daughter you have, she’s the plague of your life,
No peace shall you know, tho’ you’ve buried your wife,
At twenty she mocks at the duty you taught her,
O, what a plague is an obstinate daughter.
Sighing and whining,
Dying and pining,
O, what a plague is an obstinate daughter.
When scarce in their teens, they have [...]

three dark shadows

Three dark
Shadows lurking
In the dark park
On a dark night
One leads
The two others
Follow wearing
Black raincoats
On a dark road
I lead
I tell them
My name
My work
My place
The two
Did not follow
Since then
They realized
Perhaps that
With what
I tell them
I am blacker
Than black
On a dark
Raincoat
On a dark
Park
On a dark
Road
&
In my dark
Mind
It would
Be so hard
For them
To follow
Through &
Through.
They quit
They split
&
So I
Walk alone
In [...]

i hope u dance

i hope you dance
in the middle of the night
when u can sleep
thinkin of something that will make u dance
may you take on single breath
when you stand by the wal
and when you see that cutie
i hope u dance
i hope u dance
i hope you never stop danceing
you can dance all night and all day
when you fell [...]

“The Moron Culture”

Like a circling vulture…..,
We cannot escape it…..,
It’s breeding among us…..,
The Moron Culture……,
It’s hard to believe….,
The Moron Culture……,
Empty brains running rampant…,
In The Moron Culture……, ….! ! !
Invading our land….,
Is The Moron Culture……,
Wise men can’t understand….,
The Moron Culture……, …! ! !
From I-pod to radio…..,
The Moron Culture……,
Like a fools rodeo….,
The Moron Culture……,
A religion on its own….,
The Moron Culture……,
How [...]

crazy

In a whirlwind of numbness,
there is nothing but madness
this pen is my release,
the ink it is my blood
everything I see and everything I do
haunts my life, my everyday
it tells me I am crazy
Crazy am I,
a young girl who acts on impulse,
who listens to her feelings as thought they are a parent,
or rather a [...]

Courage

The heart of love is courage,
The core of courage is love,
Without the one there is no other.
Love listens with courage to care,
The courage to forsake fear, doubt, desire.
Love is wisdom, love is freedom, love is kindness.
Love listens.
Love speaks.
Speak love, and courage will listen.

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CROWNLESS KING CITY

pieces have clashed down
and the pictuers become blur
people’s fronts frown
in front of the closed door
of crownless king city
ref:
welcome to my world
Mr lugubrious stress, sadness street, loneliness block, apratment N°1
crownless king city is my adress
i’ve been guided by the light of darkness
to crownless king city
locked by my obsolute absence of counsciousness
in crownless king city
enjoying my tragic [...]